August 2009
6 posts
:X
This year has got to be different.
Jeeeez man
1) came home
2) dad got a good job, has to go to cali for a year.
3) Finally got the garage cleaned out, so I can park my car.
4) Got my job back!
god damnit!
Somebody invent a time machine.
god damnit
lol, duno how longs it been since we talked, but I still get a funny feeling in my stomache when I talk to her. fail.
I was wondering
Why you can see yourself doing something in your head, then when something goes down, you cant do what you wanted. You overthink, or dont think enough about what your gonna do. I think its better not to think at all, just do what feels right at the time.
Number 2!
No more, lol.
July 2009
4 posts
Losing it
I think im getting gray hairs.
I now have no money for college, about to get evicted, just got laid off
Its so hard to stay positive when nothing seems to be working out.
June 2009
10 posts
“No bullshit beyond this point..”
– yours truly
Paperchase = reason for insomnia
I hate this! hahaa..
I feel like I could be doing something to make money right now..but im sitting on tumblr. >.>
How old am I again?
Damn, haha weird year, things are continuing to get harder, but its chill. I realized how sheltered I used to be -__-…
Paying bills and getting food for myself definately made me grow up quick ha.
still have some changes to make.
some ppl to apologize to, gonna attempt to make a.. 180
ahh -_-
I cant sleep anymore! -__-
ahh wtf...
So, first time in a long time I put anything, its hella late right now, just saw Transformers…epic movie.
But, after the movie I called -her- and idk I was just thinkng about how I used to overthink things, therefore messing up myself when it came to -that- kinda stuff.
Holding myself back from what I want to do. Now that im looking back, I would have rather heard a no, then found out...
Ugh...
I really wish I could hit the reset button on Highschool.
I’d take it more seriously. passing by just taking the tests doesnt cut it.
Shitty GPA -__-…
College :x
Going to fill out/ send in my application with Duke.. but I need to raise ALL my SAT scores by at least 30-40 each to even look attractive to them.
If all else fails, UNR here I come. :l
“ They give their hearts to each other unconditionally …that’s what true love...”
Ahhh yess ^_^
Got my SAT scores, 1982… think Im gonna take it again and actually study this time.
critical reading- 660
writing- 720
mathematics- 602
… hmm if anyone has any of the books to study with I could definately use them
I cant afford them -___-
also..whens the next one? September…?
anyways. Canes/Courts/ to be continued
whats going on this weekend? :x
May 2009
30 posts
“ As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn’t supposed to ever...”
aha
Faking like you dont care is way harder than caring aha…
GYM!
Just signed up at the gym! yeah….at 9 who wants to be a summertime beast!? lets go hahaha
Alesana l Beautiful in BLUE!
Long goodbyes and raspberry teas
Ahh the best
music at schoool
I guess you can get on at school? O_o not blocked
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indeeeeed
TODAY WAS CHILL, school went by faster than usual, got to chill with my niggy and niggris at Hawiann BBQ! My contacts still havent come in, shit they need to hurry haha, my headaches are getting worse.
OH by the way, I have a xbox 360 without the red rings if anyone wants to buy…or trade for something haha. hit me uppp
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shaddap
Think really hard on if its really worth it to start something before you do. The quiet ones are the ones to watch out for… Just sayin
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Ha "The Plot"
So I guess on the last day of school, we’re taking Benny’s finger pricker and accidentally gonna poke people in the hallway. I guess if a diabetic’s blood mixes with your own, thats not too good?
“Im tripping cause your gorgeous, and I dont want anyone to see you but me.”
sleeepy time
Ahh tired, im sore from wrestling, I got thrown around like a retarded sack of potatoes, but I made a good impression so I guess with technique i’ll be a beast someday. Had a debate on religion with some guy in line at the gas station, was pretty chill. I won of course, because he thought Jesus was white, in the middle east, in a place dominated by black people (race-wise) anyways!
I need...
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Most Def
How can you reset a bunch of dumb things you say, or do? Its hard to move forward if people focus on who you were instead of who you are now. People can change am I right?
“Any idiot can piss on the floor, it takes a real man to shit on the ceiling.”